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sα΄œα΄α΄‡Κ€α΄€Ι’Ιͺ sα΄œΚ™α΄€Κ€α΄œ. ([personal profile] sacral) wrote2022-03-05 12:06 am
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-06 07:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ There may be a mirror there, but it's still meaningful. Passing glances may seem like a lonely concept, but it's the beginning of something for someone like Caelus. After all, meeting eyes is a connection. That is one of the essences of trailblazing as well, seeking out a connection with those they meet. So whenever Subaru's gaze is against that mirror, Caelus will never fail to approach and beam out a smile right at him, letting him know he's there. He's here, close by, always listening.

Just as their hands squeeze together now. Caelus doesn't hesitate to tighten the warm touch, parrying away what lingering coldness there is in the possibly autumn air. They don't know the current season yet due to a lack of a way to verify the actual dates, but hopefully, they'll find out if it starts snowing soon enough. And if it does snow, Caelus will continue to provide warmth anytime. Maybe more than ever before. ]


Got it. Let's find our branch, then.

[ Though reluctant to part their hands, Caelus has to because of the tasks they'll be doing soon. So he slowly lets go, but not without another fond squeeze. Once his hands are freed, he reaches into his messenger bag to get something… A Swiss army knife he carries around. He releases the blade from it, ready to cut down their wood once they have it. ]
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-06 08:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ Prepared for any scenario, a habit Caelus formed as a Trailblazer. Cumulative experiences from journeying constantly can do that to anyone. As they walk, Caelus falls temporarily quiet as well, gently breathing as small puffs of white mist escape him due to the cold air. His eyes look around, familiar enough with the forlorn scenery. After all, he's been coming here constantly for the past week to work on the trailer.

A passing thought to himself. He can't believe it's been almost a month since they arrived. Time always did move way too fast, sometimes. They all were certainly kept busy, dealing with strange events and adjusting to this unfamiliar city. But it wasn't all bad. After all, he's met so many wonderful people…

When Subaru speaks again, Caelus can't help but melt from hearing the question. He releases a small smile to himself as they walk. Then, he responds, concentrating like last time so he could get his original accent to come out. ]



[ Ceremony ]

Is that term earlier, Jiβ€” chiβ€” [ Sorry, he's struggling to say Japanese again… ] the word for it?
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-06 09:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ah, here it is again. Caelus thought he's used to this by now. Will this person's beauty ever stop… Blessed with such looks, voice, heart, and personality, and soft moments like these, also display stunning gracefulness. It's mesmerizing to simply listen to Subaru talk, to witness his slender fingers move so slowly against his hand. The sensation is so…

It all causes Caelus to pause, doing his best to commit it all to memory. The characters are shown to him, drawn carefully. Maybe he won't be able to remember all the strokes of this kanji right away, but he exerts every effort to recall as much as he can. The terms taught to him as well. Everything, he wants to keep in his heart as treasures. ]


Jichin… sai. Gi… shi… ki.

[ Some leaves being carried by the wind pass them by. This abandoned park may have been forgotten by time, but with Subaru and Caelus here, creating new memories together, this park has now been remembered once more. ]

How do you say "thank you" in your language?
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-06 10:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ Though unused to the Japanese accent, Caelus is surely picking up. It comes with his ability to adapt as a trailblazer, a person who is always having new encounters. He has always been a fast learner. He takes a significant pause to memorize these as well, and when he does…

He says it, with the perfect tone, a high note of appreciation. The kind of pitch that no one can easily reach, not unless they're bursting with emotion like he is now. ]


Arigatou! Subaru!
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-07 08:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ As Subaru is gently lowering their hands, just before their fingers separate, Caelus suddenly reconnects the grip. Similarly to earlier, when Subaru squeezed their hands tighter, Caelus does the same now. He wants him to know without a doubt that this feeling is unquestionably mutual. Whatever they share, they're all real, and they didn't need this tether to prove it.

He lifts his radiant gaze to him, giving him another smile as if the earlier ones were never enough. Which is true. They're just never enough. He can keep smiling for this person, always. With that, Caelus finally lets go and approaches the most stable-looking tree nearby. He gestures to it, indicating he's ready to proceed. ]


Do you need a thin branch, or does it have to be large?
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-07 08:58 am (UTC)(link)
Hmm.

[ After memorizing the length indicated, Caelus looks up at the zombified tree. Like the rest of the flora and fauna, everything looks quite unnatural, and this tree is no exception. Still, this tree lives on, though its leaves have already started to fall. He's not sure if it's because it's possibly autumn or if it's already beginning to wither away.

The branches near the bottom are too thick. The thinner ones are closer to the peak. Caelus reaches to test out the lower branches, trying to bend them. When they remain stable, he begins to climb the tree without hesitation. He doesn't want to overwhelm the branches with his weight despite their stability, so he makes his movements quick. He stands tall on a branch and then leaps constantly, parkouring his way to the top.

Once he's at the peak, he slices off two appropriate branches before hopping off, landing perfectly on his feet. He offers them to Subaru after straightening up. ]


Here you are.
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-08 08:05 am (UTC)(link)
[ A light smile. Of course. Caelus turns the pocket knife around so it's safe when he hands it over. He places the handle on Subaru's palm gently, the blade facing away.

He wonders what the onmyoji intends to do with the branches, but he supposes he'll see it now. Thinking about it, some of Subaru's arts remind Caelus of some friends of his from Xianzhou, particularly Hanya, who also works with ink and paper on her spells. ]


Were you perhaps an exorcist back home?
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-08 08:38 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh, another word Caelus doesn't know. He looks a little confused as they walk together again, retracing their steps back to the trailer. But his curiosity is evident about it, as well as the handiwork that Subaru is performing on the branch.

He lets out a quiet, amused laugh when he appears to have made an… almost correct guess? So it's not exactly an exorcist, though maybe it has overlapping roles? ]


I have a few friends who are exorcists, I met them through my travels in my universe. Some of the gestures you do sometimes remind me of them. You all have a very certain way of holding paper, for instance…
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-08 09:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ Accepting the item back, Caelus slides it back into his bag as he continues to walk alongside Subaru, listening to every word attentively. He's impressed after hearing the explanation, knowing this must be why his precious friend has such a disciplined mannerism. ]

That's amazing. That makes sense why you can perform the ceremony for the trailer.

[ Wait… ]

Hm? I thought we all lost our powers, coming here. Did you retain yours?
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-08 09:56 am (UTC)(link)
[ A flicker of concern hits Caelus when he feels that momentary conflict. Did he accidentally say something he shouldn't have…? This is why he wanted to navigate carefully around Subaru, on wanting to be patient in getting to know him. After all, he's sensed a lonely aura from him before… A wounded soul that he's come to know, that he's so determined to heal, even through the smallest ways. Thankfully, Caelus didn't seem to need to worry too much, as Subaru shares his words with enough stability and calm.

Relief soon hits Caelus with that realization, so he's able to listen to everything without feeling guilty about it. In fact, he's honored to hear everything now, because it means Subaru decided to tell him despite whatever weighs him down about it. He takes every word to heart. ]


I understand. That's quite a coincidence, then.

[ Is it a good or bad thing? Caelus doesn't know, but it'll at least allow Subaru to adjust much better. So he can protect himself and others better. ]

What I received confounds me a little. I'm not sure what exactly it is, even now. Though I've begun to notice several things about it at least, unlike the last time I mentioned the topic to you.
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-09 08:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ Though Caelus is being so gentle in approaching, there's also an irrefutable desire lingering in that tether to break through and hurriedly make his way to Subaru. But it's very subdued compared to his larger intent to remain patient. He knows to take his time, as acting selfishly will never lead him to true understanding with a person.

In fact, it may even cause the opposite effects that he wanted… The mere idea of that is heartbreaking. So he'll wait, no matter how long. He smiles a little when he proceeds to explain his findings, wanting to continue the good mood of their gentle conversation. ]


I don't know if anything changed specifically, but some strange things happened. There was a time I was looking through the luggage trolleys for hauling my scavenged items, then they started moving on their own for a minute! I almost thought the hotel was haunted.

Another time was when I was repairing devices. Some of the devices actually powered on for a split second, and I was so shocked. They don't have a power source, so that should've been impossible.
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-09 06:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ There are lingering complicated emotions in their tether, and Caelus is aware it must be related to how he must've accidentally stepped on something he shouldn't have. So knowing he needs to leave it alone for now, he continues to distract Subaru with something else.

He keeps smiling for both their sakes, further increasing the sensation of warmth and security to keep away any traces of that seemingly lonely confusion within the other's heart. He hopes one day, they can face that more bravely together. ]


I think so. It has to be related. After I found out that I can power devices like that, I tried to experiment with various items, like flashlights, table lamps, clocks, cameras, gas stoves, electric stoves, and even a motorcycle engine. The only thing that didn't work in that list is the gas stove. Though, it wears me out really, really quickly, so I can't do it efficiently right now.

That wasn't the end of it. I didn't notice at first since I already have a love for engineering and… um, random objects. [ Trash-loving raccoon… ] But I think something caused my crafting skills to significantly improve as well. I was "sure, I can fix this" good, but I wasn't "sure, I can fix this, and upgrade this and that while I'm at it!" kind of good!
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-10 08:50 pm (UTC)(link)
[ "More advanced than what I know…" Oh, that's right. Subaru did promise to tell Caelus more about his world. He wonders if this topic is okay? He seems to hesitate a little, afraid of stepping on something wrong again, but he decides to ask regardless. There's no way for him to find out if he doesn't.

So, very curiously, and at the same time timidly… ]


Subaru? Will you tell me more about your home?

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