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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-02 07:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ As a traveler of universes, a Nameless, Caelus can certainly understand the feelings of those constantly on the move. That's why he didn't push when Subaru didn't seem interested in settling in one particular location, and why this particular idea eventually came to him. It seems to be a good solution in Caelus's head! Though this solution is actually incomplete even in its "finished" state…

Regardless, Caelus wants to see if Subaru is willing to try it. When Subaru's soft voice comes forth, Caelus is unable to stop his smile. He doesn't think he'll ever tire of hearing this comforting voice. ]


Oh, I'm okay! I just wanted to show you something. If you're free, can you come to this location?

[ Sending him the coordinates through the tether… ]

Take your time. I'll be here for a while.
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-02 07:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ No way… For several seconds, Caelus is almost stunned. He feels as if he imagined that, but of course, it's real. It's not the first time he's felt or seen Subaru's smile, but that just now… It felt very different that he simply stops. After catching himself again, he clears his mind.

After Subaru's confirmation, Caelus patiently waits at the mentioned location, silently appreciating the short conversation in his head. If only he could've seen it right in front of him. ]
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-03 07:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ Instantly awed by the sight of flowing origami seemingly dancing, Caelus can't help but focus his eyes on the paper birds in flight. Their movements are so graceful, every flutter of wing reassembling leaves within autumn winds. He lets out a cheerful laugh when one of the birds introduces itself to him, moving a gentle finger to stroke the top of its head. ]

Little one, are you a friend of Subie?

[ Subie, the paper bird digilently guarding the hotel. Caelus gestures to the familiar friend with his other hand, the sight of it resting on a nearby rooftop. Though once Subaru arrives, the trailblazer turns in the direction of the precious one's voice with such radiant life. Here it is again, his recognizable warm energy, unchanged. ]

Hello! [ Lifting his hands, he uses both to wave several times, maintaining his expression as he does. ] Not at all. I have company, after all.
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-03 02:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ The expression shift on Subaru affects those who see it without a doubt. At the very least, Caelus always is. Understanding what that really means for someone so subdued like this onmyoji, the trailblazer is always immensely humbled to witness every one of them. He will never take every sight of it for granted, always keeping it among his dearest memories as he observes every detail.

Every lovely color of Subaru's sides. Even if the world has yet to notice it, the trailblazer always will. Caelus closes in their distance and reconnects their hands, a cool wind seemingly encouraging his movement as he steps forward. He smiles once more, then pulls the beautiful onmyoji along with his excited motions. He takes him to a nearby parking lot, where this trailer is waiting.

The paint is recent, as Caelus had to refresh its dilapidated look. The plants are artificial, since he didn't want to place zombie plants around the house. The fairy lights are currently unlit, but there's unique wiring on them connected to a nearby device. He'll likely explain that eventually. There's a nice-sized campfire at the side, also unlit, but there's already some chopped firewood in it. ]


This! What do you think?

[ Considering its renovated state, it's undeniable who did it and who it's meant for. A person who is always on the move, a house just the same. Well, it obviously won't be moving anytime soon without a working car attached to it, but it opens up the option in the future. ]
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-04 01:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ Normally, Caelus would be all over compliments. He's shameless, after all. But coming from someone like Subaru, someone so reserved, silent, yet so kind, the trailblazer feels an immediate reflex to keep his mouth shut. He's struggling to contain his smile, so he looks away for a short while to let it out. Pink blooms across his face as he looks into the horizon, releasing the positive energy elsewhere rather than throwing it all to Subaru.

But not all of it! Once most of the heavy blows have flown away, Caelus returns his gaze straight at Subaru and redirects that giddy smile. He raises both their connected hands, pressing the older man's palms against his own face, his own palms over them. Heat of that pink blush transfers easily to their layered hands, increasing the luminosity of this area. A trailer equally bright as its renovator. ]


All for you.
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-05 08:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ These delicate hands on his face, Caelus understands how much they've done. Subaru told the trailblazer before, that his burdens shouldn't be carried by him, but Caelus was quick to disagree.

"I'm not someone whose burdens you should shoulder."

"Everyone needs help now and then. All I want to do is make it a little easier for people."

This aside, Caelus is also doing it because he knows that Subaru deserves more. He doesn't know his background or his past, but it doesn't matter. Simply looking at this beautiful soul, it's not difficult to see why he should be treasured. Subaru, who always silently protects others…. Subaru, so dutiful, so hardworking, so gentle, so selfless… He more than earned at least one person there for him.

But Caelus does not doubt that Subaru has many people who love him. How can anyone not, after getting to know him, even a little? He has an overflowering charm that he doesn't even realize he has. So when he calls the trailblazer as someone special… Caelus can't help but laugh. The warmth intensifies, the lovely sensation of his cheery voice running through the other man's palms. ]


You are the special one.

[ Though these days, Subaru's aura does feel much softer than it already is. Caelus naturally noticed. After all, he's always watching over him. Just the same as Subaru and his paper birds. Lowering their hands, but remaining together, the trailblazer nods and leads the onmyoji into the trailer.

The interior has been renovated, too. The main room with the view of a small bedroom at the back and the connected open kitchen right beside it. The kitchen comes with a small sink (the trailer has a water tank that needs to be refilled time to time). The shelves are mostly empty, but there are a couple of canned goods and small food items like instant noodles as added tiny gifts. At the side, a small dining table by a portable fireplace. ]


Sorry, I'm not skilled enough yet to work on the bathroom, so there's nothing in there. [ pointing at the door next to the hallway leading to the bedroom ] You can use it as a closet or something, for now!
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-06 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
[ The fleeting pain didn't go unnoticed within their peaceful connection, their tether. But Caelus can tell that it's something out of… loneliness. Perhaps something (… someone?) Subaru misses dearly. The trailblazer silently glances at the onmyoji's delicate face without making it obvious, observing his natural expressions as he takes in the new environment.

Despite Caelus's cheeriness, he does have his own buried loneliness as well, so he can still relate to those feelings… He hasn't seen the Astral Express in so long, as even before Manhattan, he was forced to remain in Amphoreus. He worries about so many people back home. Not only the people on the Express, but his friends in Amphoreus. How he wishes he could go and find everyone, but that journey will have to wait. For now, he will continue supporting the friends right beside him…

When Subaru moves his single lovely eye to meet Caelus's pair of golden ones, he meets them back with a bright determination. ]


That's a great idea. What do we need for it?
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-06 07:58 am (UTC)(link)
[ There may be a mirror there, but it's still meaningful. Passing glances may seem like a lonely concept, but it's the beginning of something for someone like Caelus. After all, meeting eyes is a connection. That is one of the essences of trailblazing as well, seeking out a connection with those they meet. So whenever Subaru's gaze is against that mirror, Caelus will never fail to approach and beam out a smile right at him, letting him know he's there. He's here, close by, always listening.

Just as their hands squeeze together now. Caelus doesn't hesitate to tighten the warm touch, parrying away what lingering coldness there is in the possibly autumn air. They don't know the current season yet due to a lack of a way to verify the actual dates, but hopefully, they'll find out if it starts snowing soon enough. And if it does snow, Caelus will continue to provide warmth anytime. Maybe more than ever before. ]


Got it. Let's find our branch, then.

[ Though reluctant to part their hands, Caelus has to because of the tasks they'll be doing soon. So he slowly lets go, but not without another fond squeeze. Once his hands are freed, he reaches into his messenger bag to get something… A Swiss army knife he carries around. He releases the blade from it, ready to cut down their wood once they have it. ]
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-06 08:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ Prepared for any scenario, a habit Caelus formed as a Trailblazer. Cumulative experiences from journeying constantly can do that to anyone. As they walk, Caelus falls temporarily quiet as well, gently breathing as small puffs of white mist escape him due to the cold air. His eyes look around, familiar enough with the forlorn scenery. After all, he's been coming here constantly for the past week to work on the trailer.

A passing thought to himself. He can't believe it's been almost a month since they arrived. Time always did move way too fast, sometimes. They all were certainly kept busy, dealing with strange events and adjusting to this unfamiliar city. But it wasn't all bad. After all, he's met so many wonderful people…

When Subaru speaks again, Caelus can't help but melt from hearing the question. He releases a small smile to himself as they walk. Then, he responds, concentrating like last time so he could get his original accent to come out. ]



[ Ceremony ]

Is that term earlier, Jiβ€” chiβ€” [ Sorry, he's struggling to say Japanese again… ] the word for it?
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-06 09:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ Ah, here it is again. Caelus thought he's used to this by now. Will this person's beauty ever stop… Blessed with such looks, voice, heart, and personality, and soft moments like these, also display stunning gracefulness. It's mesmerizing to simply listen to Subaru talk, to witness his slender fingers move so slowly against his hand. The sensation is so…

It all causes Caelus to pause, doing his best to commit it all to memory. The characters are shown to him, drawn carefully. Maybe he won't be able to remember all the strokes of this kanji right away, but he exerts every effort to recall as much as he can. The terms taught to him as well. Everything, he wants to keep in his heart as treasures. ]


Jichin… sai. Gi… shi… ki.

[ Some leaves being carried by the wind pass them by. This abandoned park may have been forgotten by time, but with Subaru and Caelus here, creating new memories together, this park has now been remembered once more. ]

How do you say "thank you" in your language?
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-06 10:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ Though unused to the Japanese accent, Caelus is surely picking up. It comes with his ability to adapt as a trailblazer, a person who is always having new encounters. He has always been a fast learner. He takes a significant pause to memorize these as well, and when he does…

He says it, with the perfect tone, a high note of appreciation. The kind of pitch that no one can easily reach, not unless they're bursting with emotion like he is now. ]


Arigatou! Subaru!
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-07 08:07 am (UTC)(link)
[ As Subaru is gently lowering their hands, just before their fingers separate, Caelus suddenly reconnects the grip. Similarly to earlier, when Subaru squeezed their hands tighter, Caelus does the same now. He wants him to know without a doubt that this feeling is unquestionably mutual. Whatever they share, they're all real, and they didn't need this tether to prove it.

He lifts his radiant gaze to him, giving him another smile as if the earlier ones were never enough. Which is true. They're just never enough. He can keep smiling for this person, always. With that, Caelus finally lets go and approaches the most stable-looking tree nearby. He gestures to it, indicating he's ready to proceed. ]


Do you need a thin branch, or does it have to be large?
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[personal profile] trashblaze 2025-11-07 08:58 am (UTC)(link)
Hmm.

[ After memorizing the length indicated, Caelus looks up at the zombified tree. Like the rest of the flora and fauna, everything looks quite unnatural, and this tree is no exception. Still, this tree lives on, though its leaves have already started to fall. He's not sure if it's because it's possibly autumn or if it's already beginning to wither away.

The branches near the bottom are too thick. The thinner ones are closer to the peak. Caelus reaches to test out the lower branches, trying to bend them. When they remain stable, he begins to climb the tree without hesitation. He doesn't want to overwhelm the branches with his weight despite their stability, so he makes his movements quick. He stands tall on a branch and then leaps constantly, parkouring his way to the top.

Once he's at the peak, he slices off two appropriate branches before hopping off, landing perfectly on his feet. He offers them to Subaru after straightening up. ]


Here you are.

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